Learning curve

Ok Hawkins.

For whatever reason November and December and for that matter January have been traditionally difficult months for you emotionally.

While I haven’t figured out why… I will. For now however I have identified some behaviors and emotional states that rear up in greater force this time of year.


Self doubt.

Feelings of worthlessness.


I look at my schedule and I see a not lazy person.

I train like a maniac, I work all week and I socialize.

I study.

I think.

Where is the laziness? It’s one of those voices and it’s working overtime right now telling me to give up. Do less. Do nothing.

I hear you, voice.

I also noticed that I’ve

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